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hmm its pretty good. I have a nice easy job, where the only hard part is getting up at 7:30 in the morning...which usually turns into me waking up at 8 instead saying fuck showers! haha. One thing that sucks though is I haven't talked much to friends lately. well talked yes but hung out much, not really. and it sucks cause usually when I'm available my friends arent and vice versa. anyway though hopefully my friends will show up tonight to the party, especially you lissa! who i should call right about now...haha but yeah. other than that my room is a mess and so is my family but I'm good.

lissa you are not going to believe this crap.

i got "terminated" from Jc penney for giving out two of those five dollar gift cards just because i didn't call MOD.

how freakin gayyyy
i don't really care though cause im lazy and i don't like working anyways.

So, I'm gonna be a copycat and make a post about you Lissa!

I have missed hanging out with you so freakin much! It's crazy that we went without really talking for so long. No wonder I felt like I was going crazy for awhile. Before you had always been there to simplify things for me when I was making them stupid and complicated cause you're awesome like that.

And of course the fun times and stupid jokes are great too haha.

NEWays, we need to hang out again :]

hopefully cussing is not prohibited here...anyways, so some ASSHOLE has been stealing my copies by logging in through my account at the college. what a chickenfucker. anyway i thought it was my bf doing it but then i looked some more at the stuff being printed out and its probly not him, i can think of someone else but i don't want to go pointing fingers again lol thats so gay that i just said that.

i got a new job, and im not so excited about it cause i have to wear dressy stuff and i don't really have dressy stuff. but i am looking forward to the money, as always.
oh and i got a haircut too so that i don't look like chewbacca anymore.

i know all of my entries have been pretty depressing so i think i'll give a happy one for once! I may be transferring down to the community college in my hometown and im very happy about that for one because i can still get a pretty big scholarship that i thought could only be used here, and for another because i think i can still get into their honors college :) I'm so happy i might just dance around lol. Hopefully all goes well. Just need to do A LOT of planning.

my bf was supposed to come this weekend. i haven't seen him for like two weeks as it is, but now he cant come. money problems. i want to be understanding, and i am, but i can't help but get sad about it. i'd go there but i can't cause i have to help build the homecoming float. i feel so alone. i hate it here. i wish i could just go home.

I just switched my room around right now, I made it so that my bed was on the bottom instead of the desk. I like it better so far. Somehow it makes it more private for me, I'm kinda like in my own little cave haha. i used to move my room around a lot when I could actually move stuff, and had furniture to move. now that Im stuck in a little dorm room its pretty hard to do that. I also sleep much better on a bed that I'm not afraid of falling off of lol I figured that out this weekend more than ever for some reason. I really don't want to do my homework. I'm thinking of just doing math and blowing off everything else, though I need to do a presentation tomorrow. I really don't want to present though ugh.

I really miss my mom and dad. I actually get a little teary eyed when i think about it. i feel so alone sometimes and i know that sounds so emo but whatever its the truth. ok anyway i better get to that math homework...last thing i need is another bad grade on a paper in that class.